Insanity and a drunken stupor.

Drunk and light headed, I sit down at Witt’s desk and begin to write. The demons in which I have been desperately trying to hide have quickly unearthed and have risen to the surface. Within life, we can only try to contain our own minds for so long…but there comes a time when we must…

One scent for a story.

Do you know the feeling where you you breathe in, and recognize a certain scent that is in the air? I do not know what this is or how it is done, but your brain recalls this scent and takes you back to a moment within your life where you first came in contact with…

Nicholas Cage & my wandering thoughts.

11:12 am and I am sitting in a Literature class watching a film about the growing anxieties and constant sexual fantasies of a character played by Nicholas Cage; Truly Fascinating. No matter how hard I try, I am too focussed on the utter blackness of the future. For once in my life I have been…

Glimmers of light & Double stuffed Oreos.

I am not sure if I am the only university student out there who feels lost, but I am currently on a train to nowhere. Seated cross legged on my bed scanning through two of the required readings I need to finish, I feel as if I am at a sense of loss. It truly…

To cease and to end.

Closure, the act of finding peace within a situation. Closure is definitely an important aspect of letting go, for it is rather impossible to fully let go without achieving some form of settlement. Closure provides a denouement for any situation, as it provides you with the answers to questions that have been nagging at your…

High rises and skylines.

Last night I had the sudden urge to head home. I made the walk to the city train station, purchased a ticket and hopped on board. This was my first time taking the train since moving to the city. As riding, I learned that I am absolutely thankful that I am no longer commuting. Upon…

Deeper into the dark.

They say that yearning makes the heart grow fonder, but is this statement true or is it just plain bullshit? When you have strong feelings for someone and they do not reciprocate them, this does NOT make the heart grow fonder, it just makes the situation much more difficult. I am dealing with a seemingly…

Pizza Pockets or Kraft Dinner..that is the question.

Living on your own comes with its own perks, but there are also some minor troubles associated with this change. The biggest peril I am currently facing is regarding cooking. I am an awful cook. I hate to cook because by the end of the tedious preparation process, I am no longer hungry. It is becoming…

I would get dropped in a trust fall.

Trust is a concept that is rather hard to grasp. I personally would like to think that I am trusted by many people, but in hindsight I will never know if I am not. I find that as people we tend to create barriers around ourselves, yet we wonder why no one understands. This is…

Starbucks Anonymous.

I always find myself seated at my local Starbucks with my laptop on my lap, and a chai latte in hand. I can honestly say that I feel completely at peace when I am here. Maybe it is the music or the delicious drinks, but I feel serene. I do however think the most entertaining…

Breaking the mould.

Insecurities are demons in which everyone contains. One persons insecurities might different from another, but that does not mean that it should be disrespected. I would like to provide you all with some beautiful quote that illustrates the importance of diminishing ones own insecurities, but how can I do that without being a Hypocrite? I…

Mood Rings.

My mood swings change per hour. I begin the morning feeling happy and start midmorning feeling sad and then continue through the night feeling ecstatic. It is an interesting concept to think of that moods may change based on any situation that might just arise. Moods are a different and intriguing conception. Moods define who…